and now the sound of his voice makes me want to throw up, I've deleated his number and all of his text messages, I never even want to talk to him again.
WHAT DID I EVER SEE IN HIM!!!!!
not right now, but at some stage in the future, you might want to sit down with yourself and answer exactly that question: what did you see in him? If you can recognise where you went wrong, what you missed, what you misinterpreted, it might prevent you making the same mistake again
Thanks for letting us know, sorry it turned out that way though. It happened to me too, then when the anger subsides you get feelings again - don't let them in is all I can advise. Good Luck x