Hi crossroads.
To be honest, I quite like you and your posts. You're a little bit interesting and I appreciated your patience last night with the grr-some internet problem. I hope you do what you need to do, but that we see you some point in the future.
Don't be too hard on yourself, at the end of the day this is a website and whether people think you're the dogs danglees or the pantomime baddy, you're not going to encounter them in real life so try not to really give too many hoots about it. :-)