Omg i feel SO bad....

[tinkerbell23]

Im just dying to get started working...

Cant believe im saying this.....but im actually beginning to get jelous of people having nice things......i feel AWFUL for admitting that!! Ive never denied anyone anything, but im a bit envious.....i hate feeling like that!

I should have graduated today if it wasnt for that misshap :0( sad to see all my mates photos of today.....but happy for them!!

Uuh. Just cant wait to work!!! Xx

[DTCwordfan]

How long now to starting your contract?......enjoy your "free" time the best you can!

[tenrec]

When do you start? Don't beat yourself up.

[tinkerbell23]

Ive chased up every avenue...just have to wait ...been 4weeks already.

Had a wee cry earlier...im not a jelous person but feel bad for being envious...horrible feeling x

[tonyav]

Has tenrec say's tinks, stop beating yourself up, you will soon be starting work and earning a wage. The good things will come to you.

[tinkerbell23]

Trying DT , go to gym, see mates, chill with dog, but only so many times i cam walk to the local main street...same old same old...with no dosh!

Tried to volounteer n even that took ages.

Everyones on my back asking when when when...ive done everything i can.

Eveyones time for holidays etc..im a bit jelous lol xx

[DTCwordfan]

Thought you had won a job........

[tinkerbell23]

I do have the position.

But waiting on two references and disclosures....

When i chased after 4 wks they sent me a blunt, unpunctuated reply!!

I chased uni about my registration and its out of their hands now so again have to wait.

Done all i can

I really feel like a horrible person for feeling like that!!

But i almost feel recently as if some people have been really really extravagant around me (not on purpose) but i notice.,

Dont think im horrible please!! X

[DTCwordfan]

I can understand the frustration and no-one is going to think the worse of you tinks.....process, esp in bureaucratic organisations can take time and an awful lot of patience is needed sometimes.....

Hang in there and yes, we can understand your feeling as to graduation...

[tonyav]

Tinks I'm sure no one thinks your horrible at all.

[vodkancoke]

Tinks you are anything but horrible! You have nothing to feel bad about. You will get there and soon you will be able to buy all the nice things you want. Good things come to those who wait! Keep smiling gorgeous girlie! xx

[tinkerbell23]

Yeah submit it, marking x2, provisional results, panel, panel results, uni, higher education place then nursing place, then me, back to them, thn registered!!

Neve mind the bloody job aswell.

Just had to get that off my chest...sorry.

Bit sh1tty today!!!

Theres been mega extravagance recently and i think its grating a bit :0/ xx

[tinkerbell23]

Aww voddy. U make me smile...honestly you do babe <3 xxxxx

[Psybbo]

No tinks, you are not horrible, you are bound to feel miserable while waiting round for things to click into place but they will soon. Think of the good you did yesterday and think of all the friends you cheer up on here and are rooting for you. hugs and xxx

[tonyav]

tinks, you can drive can't you, wanna borrow my Saab.

[tinkerbell23]

Tony, only if you will supervise please...ive not driven since i passed lol!!

Thanks sib! !! I feel bad xx

[tonyav]

Hope you don't forget how to drive tinks.

[sherrardk]

You're not horrible, it's normal to be a bit hacked off sometimes, x

[cathfromsaron]

you are only human!

(((hugs)))

[tinkerbell23]

Me too...dad offerd me his...but to me it would be like a big spaceship LOL too big for wee me!!

Thanks guys.....urh i feel bag, but honestly, just saw someone opening a £200 necklace and i wanted to cry...actually i did..lol...

I get that a month.....im so dying to work! X

[cathfromsaron]

sorry, what is the back story?

was there some error which meant you couldn't have the graduation ceremony today? or aren't you graduating at all?