It's very difficult Tiggs. Children generally these days are not in awe of adults. I don't know if this a good thing or not but it does make an adults life very very difficult. They (children) don't understand the difficulties of making your way in the world today. You have to try and put it behind you. You know your worth, try to look at the positives. Yes there are some rude aggressive ignorant and spiteful people, but there are also a lot of loving, caring, helpful and downright wonderful people. Keep your chin up, believe in yourself and good luck.