mind

[maggot4life]

when you die, does your mind keep thinking? ofcourse no one knows..

when the body dies the mind go's with it or does it?

bcos when i die i dnt wana think anymore

[maggot4life]

igenioramus, it wasnt thinking that got me to do what i did at the point in time of discovering someone close 2 me had died i didnt know wat 2 do at first i cried loud and then decided i cudnt live another day without knowing that person was there (my sister btw) and well i just wanted 2 go and not have 2 deal with the pain everyday much like ure friend, i did stab myself and found myself in great pain even if didnt dye there i wud have eventually i cried out for help the couple in the next flat broke my door down and managed 2 get me 2 hospital, i too have learnt that u have 2 value life and i think its changed me but i think also i still cannot cope with the lose and depression is darkening my world and i cant work, eat or even watch tv all i manage 2 do is use the internet briefly and even then i get people like the ones in this topic taking the **** because they think sadness and lonleyness and lose is funny but until they have it they dont know

[joby1]

I don't think it's funny, but if you can only briefly go on the internet, I would suggest a different website,,,maybe MIND?
regards. x

[loukr]

I think you'll find that most people that use this site has had atleast one loss in their life, but so what if they haven't? And I don't think it's funny and I apologise for 'taking the p***'... but when you sit there and say oh.. i stabbed my self the other day, people aren't really going to believe you, and if it was me.. well then I wouldn't tell anybody because I'd be ashamed of it. I think it's abit weird that you can come on the internet but not work or go out, you sure it's just not an excuse not to work??

[maggot4life]

well i cant work i cant concentrate at work, plus it does hurt why dnt u give it a shot, i am ashamed but not drastically i dnt have anyone to be ashamed off

maybe i can come online and talk its easier not seeing people for a while, its fine also apology excepted, ure right people wudnt even come on the internet and share their dirty laundry like i have but i needed 2 speak 2 someone and i cant bare seeing people at the moment

im afraid i wont be able to cary on with life now, im afraid ill loose evrything i ever loved, today i even looked up the easiest ways to die u know 2 make sure ure dead, as an interesting point car polution is a good way but ofcourse i was only researching.

i think life is very hard even wen u have it good, something happens and that can really **** it up...

[maggot4life]

ill look at MIND, i think now i go through 2 phases one like this where by i can talk and others where i feel like just dieing again and i start getting all depressed..

[loukr]

well perhaps instead of sitting on the net all day, which obviously isn't helping by the way you are talking, you should go and talk to someone, or even email someone on the net who can help, dwelling on things won't make them better. I hope you sort things out. Lou x