I am not scared of dying as I think I have had a good run, compared to what I have seen, when kids don't reach their 10th birthday.
Nine months ago at 4am, I was rushed to A&E with breathing problems (i have copd), and while under sedation, but aware what was going on, two female doctors examined me for about ten minutes.
The head one said to me ''as you were resuscitated two years previous ''we are not sure that its in your interest that we should this time, if it comes to it''
I was taken back a bit, but feeling high as a kite, I said she had better phone my daughter, who was in Hong Kong, and tell her, but don't be offended if she tells you to stick your phone up your @rse, and make sure you don't turn off the switch on me.
When I think of the things I would have missed with my family & friends the last two years, nine months, it makes you wonder if some doctors have the right to decide if you live or die!