How Strange

[rowanwitch]

I put on a cd I bought before dave died and hadn't played Listen to the first verse I am freaking out here

[rowanwitch]

Special offer on new world music I am not superstitious and I know it is only a coincidence but......

[rowanwitch]

Dave was a seaman, in the merchant navy, his idea of heaven would be back on a ship, heading somewhere exciting.

[woofgang]

rowan so was my husband...a seafarer.

[rowanwitch]

I don't want it to be a coincidence......

[Eleena]

It's strange how these things happen, let it comfort you.

[rowanwitch]

Comfort me.... I'm in bits, first really heavy duty it's not fair . I want him back crying session.

[Eleena]

I know, life isn't fair.

[rowanwitch]

Nobody said it was going to be I just miss him so much

[Eleena]

Yes I know x

[gness]

Rowan...for me there is no God...no heaven we go to when we die...
But I do now know that when you love somebody so much and he loves you that doesn't just end suddenly...
Something remains.....I have no idea what but you will have experiences like this....you will have dreams where Dave talks to you and when you wake you'll know it was more than a dream....
Six weeks after MrG died three of us were in our cottage in Ireland....I woke to see MrG in the doorway calling my name and telling me to phone L back in the UK.
The other two thought I was imagining......or just hoping in my grief.....I phoned her though....and it was so right that I did so....she had been trying to contact me with something I really needed to know....
You say you've felt freaked out....please don't....relax and embrace it.....I eventually found events like this so comforting. I know it's very early days for you.....and I know how you feel in these early days.....but I found that these happinings showed me that it hadn't all ended....something of the special relationship we had still existed...somewhere....and I took comfort in that....I hope you can, Rowan.....xxx

[Mamyalynne]

His messages are all around your aura and always will be. ♥

[rowanwitch]

I can't feel him that's what upsets me as if he has sailed off . I can't see his face when I close my eyes anymore, gone is gone.

[Eleena]

Absolutely. How can deep love end abruptly ... and then nothing? I believe it doesn't, it goes on in a spiritual form, it's there still, all around us as gness and mamya have said.

[gness]

I know that feeling, Rowan.....having to get the photographs out.....trying to remember his voice....not hearing his voice was so hard.....

I hope it comes back for you as it did for me when the turmoil of the early weeks calms down.....Gx

[Minkyme]

Sorrr to hear of your loss rowanwitch but am perplexed at gness and mamyas odd comments.

Do don’t believe in god and death means death, then what exactly are you saying gness? That you’re unsure or you believe in parallel universes in which our loved ones are actually alive and guide is by dreams which are no way just coincidences?

Messages in your aura? What does this mean mamya?

[rowanwitch]

Over to you ladies

[Eleena]

Simplified, love goes on and will always be there.

[gness]

Minkyme......I know from meeting them the love between Rowan and Dave......from what I know of Mamya it was just as strong as theirs and mine.....

You'll understand when you've experienced it .....you really will...nothing I can say will help you......experience will....x