hey Fred, don't beat yourself up about it.
I'm now on my second go at quitting. I lasted 6 months on my first go, and now im on my nearly 4th month. The first 6 months were hellish and I honestly think it was down to the type of ecig i was using, which was a cheapy from my local discount shop which looking back was awful.
Before embarking on my 2nd round, I did a bit of research and bought this bad boy...
http://www.health-e-v...-stainless-1555-p.asp
And I can honestly say, I don't miss smoking one iota. I'm even being able to watch what I eat too, as I enjoy "vaping" so much after each meal instead of a fag that im now able to avoid puddings and sweets unlike the first time round.
If you're still genuinely interested in stopping smoking, try a dedicated forum like this...
http://allaboute-ciga...oboards.com/index.cgi
They've given me so much help and advice they've been invaluable.