Your situation is so similar to mine, its scary! Basically I just think you should leave well alone. Dont contact him, dont text him nething. Keep yourself busy. Go out with mates and so on... sooner or later your going to meet someone else, and wont even think bout ur ex. I aint been with my x for 3weeks almost. And i still find it hard sometimes. But I have gud days 2. Just think about the negative things. Dont worry you can do it. Just dont let him think he can snap his fingers and ull *** running back! xxx