I am back early to clear up a few things from earlier.

[crossroads]

Firstly, i have decided not to buy myself the drugs i mentioned earlier and instead i have booked to go to a group were prescription drug addicts.
Also my friend has agreed to come with me. I have not brought him the coedine.
Nextly, all of my future posts will be the truth.
Finaly, If all you are going to do is criticise don't waste your energy on posting here.

[crossroads]

Thank you cruella, i will be on the straight and narrow, as soon as i can get rid of this dependance.

[whiffey]

You could keep aprilis up to date even if you are not still here, you could drop by for a one-off answer, besides I'd like to be kept updated as well.

[Aprilis]

What do you mean if you are still here? I invested a lot of time talking to you today and I am expecting a full update posted here next Friday evening. Then you have my permission to exit AB, lol!

[bensmum]

I don't know you from any of your former posts but if you are really having problems with drugs then you have done the right thing in getting it sorted. I wish you luck and well done for taking the decision to do something so quickly

[crossroads]

Ok whiffey, if i do leave, and i am hoping it will not get to that, i will be sure to keep you updated.

[crossroads]

Thank you bensmum.
I posted on answerbank for some advice on what to do because i was confused and depressed.
Aprilis spent a while talking to me and in the end, i decided to act. Its better to get a problem sorted than to leave it to grow.

[crossroads]

Thanks for everything guys.
I will go off for a long walk now, over wich i will decide if i am leaving answerbank or not.
Anyway, no matter what i do i will be cak on friday to tell you how i got on at the group.
I will post my decision when i have finished my walk. So around 8:30 maybe 9:00.

[Beads]

don't leave crossroads! I quite like having a peruse of your posts. And am with the others, I'd like to think you're doing something positive and will get better.

Beads
(nee nuoyg) :-)

[Aprilis]

I am still sceptical crossy, prove me wrong please.

[whiffey]

No crossroads, leave please, you don't have any street cred until you have left AB a few times. It's not difficult, and you don't have to stop posting - that is a myth - all you need to do is suffer in public and do a bit of italics. I am on my 4th leaving.