Now...my grandma fell in love with someone before she married my grandfather. She was forever thinking about her first love (who died suddenly), and it's only now that she's in her 80's, that she looks back and says what a waste of her emotions it was. She thinks she was living on the dream of what might've been, as it was her first serious boyfriend. When you're young and your hormones are rampant, it's no wonder that you never forget that first special person - but if you were to get back with the girel who was the love of your life, I think you'd find that your illusions'd be shattered. Put it down to experience, and then try and give your all to someone who deserves it.