Hmmm, i remember you actually. It seems like its got much worse. I would have to agree with your doc. Take some drugs(medication) and carry on with the counselling. You might not see the point in it, but it really does help to talk to someone. With things this bad for you, they can only get better. Dont worry about your mate, he wont desert you. Personally i think your just a little paranoid(worried) that everything around you is gonna go wrong. In time, you will think back and wonder why you was so worried.