I understand that when the thought of another day of pain, or despair is too much, it can be comforting to know the option is available, funnily enough it can get you through... One more day... But I also saw many times the devastation it can leave in the lives of those who love and care for you. I will almost certainly be the last one in my family... And may be facing a life of increasing pain and disability... Who knows how I will feel further down the line. Already googled ways and means but I wouldn't share that info with others who may be vulnerable.