Question Author
Oh thank you all and Tiggs I do hope you find a solution xx my OH is faring well, it's me who isn't I just have to hold the faith but in all honesty and I am a born again realist, if I carked it he would cope with my daughter at hand. It's me who is the burden and I'm a realist, nota dramatist....I know the score. I am too much of a wuss to do what shud be done.....my daughter would cope better and so wudOH.
I am in so much pain and discomfort it is difficult to cope with and bear. With my other chronic illnesses it's like hell on wheels here, and yet I'm not someone who feels sorry for myself.
I think we all know when our time comes but we don't always get what we want. Sorry to moan on...I feel so guilty all round. Thank god for Answer Bank I say....