is anyone on?

[JustSia]

i need help

[JustSia]

Pink i know. I'm sorry if this will sound morbid but i am at the stage where the only improvement in my life that i can imagine is not having it full stop. Please don't think i am attention seaking or that it's all because i feel heartbroken at the moment. All i am trying to say is that i just can't see the light at the end of the tunnel and if there is one it is usually an oncoming train

[Ice.Maiden]

You sound very depresssed hun, and when someone's like that, it's very difficult to find inner strength to help yourself. Try and sleep if you can - I know it's not easy at all, but you can come through all this if you get away from the person who's with you at the moment.
When you do, don't ever be tempted back if he turns "nice" again. There are some wonderful guys out there, so think well of yourself, and you'll attract the same type. When it's light, gather your thoughts as well as you can, and do some of the things that've been suggested here. There's an answer to everything, but it's just finding it, so do something positive and see if any of these things work.

[pinktwink]

and tahts a passenger train that will stop at your station waiting for you to get on and have the journey of your life. Don't miss it

[JustSia]

Pink that was nice thank you :)

Ice i will try i really will. I just need to find some strength right now i just wanna curle up and cry all the time. I am scared to go outside. let alone venture out to town i've never been to on my own. Basically it's a scary world out there for me right now

[zig.zag]

im gonna touch your'e heart JustSia (touch) lol

ive got to hit the hay sweetie x

night to all the good abers


JustSia 'can you ask ice what happened to my punishment?? lol

night and god bless

[JustSia]

Good night Ziggy and thank you :) x

[ELVIS68]

Puckeridge is not scary

[Ice.Maiden]

Of course it is. Look in telephone directories for the addresses of places that may help you, and when you set off to town, ask people where you need to go - traffic wardens, police officers, shop assistants, bus drivers, taxi drivers, etc. I think you'll need an early start hun, so take deep breaths and try and relax yourself a bit. Pink's right as well - that train's not just a figment of your imagination; it's not for ending your life either - it's to tell you you're heading for a new and better one. Doesn't feel like it at the moment, but that man in the other room isn't worth a single tear you're shedding. best of luck to you. x

[JustSia]

Elvis it is terrifying :)

[JustSia]

I suppose if i gotta do it i'll have to do it today as it is friday and i have to be out by monday. I'll let you know how i get on Ice. Thank you xxx

[zig.zag]

ice????


one spank will surfice lol

[Ice.Maiden]

Please do.

And ignore that ziggy - he's coming to my classroom to be corrected later on!

Night JustSia. It'll work out. x

[JustSia]

Thanks Ice you can have my crop if you want, Ziggy might like it. Have a good nite and again thank you xxx

[Ice.Maiden]

Lol. I've got more whips than he's had omelettes. I keep telling him to belt up...but he thinks that's an offer!!

OK ziggy - bend over the table please! : )

[Annna]

Morning Sia. Today is another day. Hope you are feeling better and get the strength to carry on. Good luck. X