am i an idiot or what

[monge]

im a married lady who has been in contact with a very old boyfriend.not seen each other in over 20yrs.we have only ever phoned each other.

well today his wife found out and she is fumming,saying we are having an affair.we are NOT.

i feel so bad.guilt ridden.for causing this man so much trouble.

am i realy a bad person.i feel sick.