Thank you, that's lovely of you. I just feel ridiculous, he didn't tell me any lies, he was deadly honest actually, I knew it was all coming, I knew how it had to pan out because of the way things are but I still couldn't help the way I felt about him and I had this luck favours the brave thing going on, which turns out to be one of those sayings you should completely ignore, and he is acting like nothing has happened, which I suppose it hasn't so am I even any worse off, I dunno. I've never felt like this before, I'm sure i'll get over it.