right,
My man drives me mad he is hopeless with finances, spends more than he earns, never checks with me before he buys he just goes ahead.
i hate him sometimes, i think he knows this.
Despite this i cannot sleep unless he is beside me, when im alone i sleep on his side of the bed.
He makes me laugh.
He knows how to get me to eat when i have been fasting and wont break it even after times up.
When he answers his aleter i worry for him praying to the lady he will be ok. My stomach is in knots when he is away, i cant bare to be parted with him.
He knows though NEVER to raise his hand to me, as i have had rough treatment before and knows i will leave him if he ever does.
I set ground rules when we moved in together, ok the finacial bits gone out of the window but hey, life is there to be changed.
Just think you look back on the good times you had together, and when you think of going back think of every bad thing he ever did to you to keep you away and the stronger for it.
I am marriead now and do not regret it, i love him even with his faults he is after all only human.
Keep your chin up!