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Does everybody have one of those life thingies then? :-(
Still not sure what do do now, finished the wine, got more to open but not sure if I should....don't wanna be hammered by the time I get to my friend's house, but at the same time I keep thinking I'm only going because I still have that stupid hope that something might happen.....although nothing has, ever, and he has made it quite clear he wanted me as a friend and nothing else (said he didn't want to lose me as a friend as it had happened to him before and he doesn't want to take the risk). In other words, he doesn't fancy me. :-(
Am I rambling now? sorry...lol