I Have A Confession To Make....

[Jeza]

Today Mic has driven me round the bend, I'm worn out mentally. At about 5.30 I told him I needed to go to the shop to buy bread and not to call me as I wouldn't hear him. I poured myself a B&C, picked up my fags and went and sat on the step. A couple of local cats came by and we had a little play. When they realised I had nothing for them to eat they left. At least you know where you are with cupboard love.

[whiskeryron]

Jena, I am so sorry that you had to resort to subterfuge

[boxtops]

jeza - good for you, for taking a break. Everyone needs a tiny bit of time out, and those cats will have appreciated your chat with them. They'll be there tomorrow, I bet. Big hugs.

[tonyav]

Aw, Jeza. Nothing to beat yourself up about, we all need a bit of me time.

[Brinjal]

Your a gem Jeza you deserve fag and a b&c and some time out.

[Psybbo]

Jeza, so sorry but you are going to have to do that now and again to give yourself a break, hugs

[tonyav]

Gawd, fickle cats !.

[whiskeryron]

I hit the submit too soon. Is it so bad for you to be together ? My dear wife died in 2008. I wish I had a choice. Hang on as long as you can girl.

[Mamyalynne]

Been there Jeza- used to take a walk round the block and smoke 2 cigs in 10 minutes. Don't see it as a confession more a little bit of salvation which you need from time to time.

M((HUG)) ♥

[Jeza]

Ron I'm sorry about making you upset. Mic is okay most of the time. Unfortunately when he has a bad day it is all day and I'm the one who suffers. I have no intention of walking away, now or anytime soon.

[Tilly2]

Perhaps you should do that more often, Jeza. Get away for a bit.

[Jeza]

You weren't there when I started to type Mamya, Can't type for toffee. I was on the step for about 20 minutes, 3 fags and my early B&C.

[whiskeryron]

Thanks Jena, sorry I got upset I shouldn't take it out on you, just a bit down at the moment.

Ron.

[tiggerblue10]

You are entitled to some time by yourself Jeza. I'm sure Mic would understand that.

[B00]

Jeza-wish I could give you these, you deserve them xx

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[Jeza]

Boo, they are lovely thank you.

Sorry you're a bit down Ron, I hope the sun shines for you tomorrow♥

[mazie]

Your a little gem Jeza... You deserve some Me time. Big hug from me xxx

Being a carer is the hardest job I've ever done, so lots of respect from me

[mazie]

The Sun always shines, sometimes we just have to look really hard to find it Ron x

[gness]

Jezza.....today you did that on the spur of the moment I guess.....

I have asked if you could do something relaxing once a week or so to get you away for some quiet time....I know you don't want to do that so....

Why don't you choose a time...say on Tuesday....when you are going to do what you did today....but planned.....still close by but an hour to look forward to when you're not available and can just be....quietly with a drink and ciggie....Gxxx

[pastafreak]

I'm surprised you've not done it sooner...you deserve as much 'me' time as you can get. We all need periodic 'refueling'.

[ferlew]

Jeza, I often sneak off to the garden centre, or Hobbycraft, just for half an hour. It really helps.
Don't be hard on yourself. xx