Back now but still in a bit of a state. I know it's silly and unreasonable but I can't help it. Mum died early hours of Thursday morning and have spent most of the day trying to make all necessary arrangements. Funeral is next Thursday and so will have to disappear once more and face it all again.
Felt so weak and such a fool in the hosp as I kept blubbing and could not stop. Staff were so kind and thoughtful and helpful. Sorry will have to go now as am starting again. Bye.
LadyJ - so sorry to hear your news, it's a hard time. Don't feel you can't cry - I cried for days on and off, and every now and again it takes you completely unawares. Go with the flow - it helps you to get through the days.
Come and talk to us when you need to, we understand. Thinking of you ♥
lj - bless you. You are neither the first nor last to react in that way. The staff would have understood perfectly. You will get your strength to hand when it is more important for you. You must allow for shock and such emotions to run their course.