Beware. My son suffers from a mental illness and his personal data were disclosed with the result that for months he was unable to get work that he can do standing on his head. He's now in the process of suing the stupid person who disclosed this information. If you need counselling, ask the counsellor if he will disclose any data to the GP, and ask for his undertaking IN WRITING not to do so. The law may prohibit disclosure but you can't trust anyone these days unless they're actually afraid of being sued. Meanwhile, try spiritual healing which can be very effective and doesn't involve contact with people who may be contacted by a prospective employer. Search for ways to find inner peace, put your mind and soul at rest as much as you can, and try to put this in the past - having learned whatever you have to learn. Best wishes!