you have to ask yourself, more importantly...
"whats the point of the question?"
"what answers are you looking for by asking such questions?"
only then can you begin concidering any answer to any of those you asked.
Ive asked questions about myself and my psyche and my past etc etc etc yada yada, but everytime i do, always think to myself..."if i knew the answer, what would i do with that knowledge?"
it doesnt change anything. whats done is done. answers only reveal more questions. how deep does the rabbit hole go? how long before you can stop asking questions and reach a conclusion?