You're feeling quite sorry for urself haycal2008.
The sooner you accept u r totally responsible for the babes care the better you will feel. Be thankful u have healthy beautiful children, be proud of them and u show them to the world and how to go on. They will be ur constant companians for at least the next 12yrs. Read a story to your youngen, go for a walk and meet others, shop - plenty to excite a 2y old in supermarket.
Don't be bothered with other's help........you'll find, when ur independant of them they'll be bothering you to share ur babes.......that's revenge!