drisgirl,
i was not judging u, and u dont know me either, mayb matthew will fill u in, though he doesnt know me either! everyone deals with their depression in a different way, u have an impression that im making the whole thing up! everyone have there ups n down days, should i just wait until my condition kill me? i have a non-cancerious tumer in my head which will keep on growin if that makes u feel any better!
i tried not to post things like that, but i just want someone to be there for me. u r seriously not helping. thnks