Hi Im New, And Need Advice On This Girl Ive Fallen For
Im 17, lets save the too young to be in love debate for another day :) I started a college course (UK) in september and noticed a pretty attractive girl in my class, as I sat back and observed her behaviour for a week I became more attracted, I never spoke to her as I wanted her to break the ice, when I like a girl I tend to have the least interaction with her in the group. Eventually we got talking, and my shyness towards her was a mis-match for her quirky, bubbly personality so I seemed a bit boring tbh. She was trying to break my shy shell, she would ask me to go to lunch with her, go to the printer for 5 minutes etc when discussing hair on guys she called me all the way across the class just to look at my legs lol this all led me to believe she may like me, with no disrespect to my male friends in the class who are not as concerned with their appearance as me I would guess im the most attractive guy in the class so it would be natural for us to gravitate towards eachother.
My shyness slowly destroyed my chance if I had one, she started doing stuff with the other guys in the class which made me think maybe im the same as them, but something was special and developing when she used to ask me. I decided because my shyness ruins things, Ill avoid her and continue to be my funny comfortable self around others, it was painfully obvious yet became the norm. I got bad acne, im still recovering now, its nearly gone but for the past 2 months its made me avoid coversing with her as my confidence was drained, im sure im now classed as the good looking guy who it is awkward to chat to and doesnt want to talk for whole days. She compliments my clothes, thats good, because she is so beautiful and knows it I dont know whether to compliment her and be boring, or tease her like I did when we first spoke. She is really into herself and looks, vain and knows she is stunning, gets complimented 24/7. My acne is nearly gone, im going in to give it another shot, I need advice :( I havent gone into detail about my infatuation/love for this girl but if I had to choose a wife right now id choose her.