Does it though? On more than one occasion you've said you might have taken something. That the police were almost called. You've said about being verbally and physically aggressive so if you aren't taking anything else it's about time you knocked the coffee on the head, it clearly doesn't agree with you!
All fine, thanks, ag xx more importantly- I hope you are too. Please be careful to listen to people genuinely on your side. Don't make the same mistakes as me :-).
Unfortunately, it can be slow-going, but you will get there xx
Ok... do you have any doctors, or other professionals that could support you here? I have no idea what meds you are on, or what support (professional) you have- and I don't expect you to say. But keep in mind the people who understand this, and don't be afraid to ask for their support if you need to. Believe it or not- this will not last forever xx