I'm going to destroy a relationship if I continue my thoughts. My ex, has a very bad past and has cheated on all his previous girlfriends. How can I stop myself from thinking I will be next?
I would be very wary. If he cheated on his last girlfriend while seeing you I would not take the relationship seriously by which I mean take precautions to stay healthy.
Not at all. He didn't cheat on any of his gfs with me. He was single when we met. Its just he's got a very bad past. Something I find very hard. One weekend he went out, he stopped texting me at 6pm o the Friday and didn't text me til 2:30 in the afternoon that saturday, and said he had no signal. Little things like this play on my mind.
Still a new relationship then. I think I'd try to keep things casual for the time being. You might scare him off if he thinks you're getting too serious too quickly.
As for thinking you will be next.....well, to be honest, so would I. Sorry. I guess only time will tell.
If you are only 5 weeks into this relationship and you are asking these questions you know in your own mind what you should be doing. If there are doubts there don't continue for your peace of mind.
did he cheat on his last gf with you ? if so expect the same.
If you have this nagging feeling now its going to get worse, dump him before he dumps you.