Been thinking about this and have discounted things said by family and friends cos they love me so they're prejudiced.
It must be the letter that someone wrote to my employer telling them how professional I had been and what a credit I was to them. That was nice.
Oh! my god do I sound suicidal headwreck Is that what you think,OOOOOO nooooo I am not like that,no I am fine,That was then, this Is now,I love my life, cannnot end It now It Is too good.