I hope your granddaughter is okay, alav. I think there will be many "I wish we had waited" thoughts.
We had nothing here in the county until the schools opened again and then things changed. Children bringing the virus to parents and grandparents. I wish, hard though it would be for many, that the schools had closed and stayed closed.
Our county figures have just jumped badly today...because of schools.
It is hard. I have children and their children I've not seen for over a year. I could never have imagined that. But if we want a next Christmas we need to bite the bullet now....not that my teeth would welcome that.....you be safe....x