Sad Day Today

[queenofmean]

It would have been mums (Nungate) Birthday.

Woke up crying and I’m still crying.

She wouldn’t want me to be sad so I’m going to go and find something to do that she would have wanted on her special day. Might find an old film we liked and watch it.

[queenofmean]

There will be Bobbisox. Christmas is a walk in park, there’s times I wish she was here as dad isn’t great at being ‘mum’ but bless him he tries. My fiancé does things my mum used to do to soothe me so that’s helpful. She really is with me though, I’m exactly like her. I look like her laugh like her do things the way she did...she’s never far away

[albaqwerty]

c'mere Queenie
((hugs)) xx

[ummmm]

It's OK to be sad. People try so hard not to be but the fact is it's a sad day. x

[queenofmean]

Thank you Alba xx

I’m realising that ummm...I have days where I’m great and some where I’m not. But people know. Things of late have been hard, but I’m getting there.