My sons father was an insecure, jealous physco, in the end I had an injunction on him (not that it made any difference), he smashed my windows to my home, broke into my home and hid in a wardrobe and when I got back he jumped out of the wardrobe and hit me mre than once in front of my son, smashed my car up (all windows and lights) and knifed all the tyres, so I couldnt go anywhere, he beat me and my friends up, I could go on and on...but the bottom line is, im glad he is out of my life, and if ever I do see him which is very rare, I drain.....better off without him!!! Dont know what is going on with you angel but it seems you have issues....maybe you should ask what you really want to ask?