Today Is The Anniversary.....

[Jeza]

Of the death of my son. I have tried to think positive thoughts all day. The good times we had, holidays, birthdays, christmas etc. I have now poured my self a drink. Mic is in bed. I will not wallow. I keep telling my self this, but I'm afraid I'm not winning. Cheer me up people.

[pusskin]

Jeza, i really do feel for you and Mik. To lose a son would be my worst nightmare.

I admire you for the way you cope with things, you lovely lady! x

[voulezvous]

Try not to wallow! Ask yourself what he would think if he saw you so sad.
He'd probably kick your butt!
Remember him at his best, raise a glass and celebrate that you had him once and will meet him again (I believe that anyway).

God bless xx

[Jeza]

Admire......... I have to cope. What else is there to do. Give in.

As to how he died. Some bastard stuck a needle in him when he objected to a bully pushing to the front of a taxi queue.

[giveup]

So sorry,but have a good cry and remember him with love.

[boxtops]

Jeza, that is so sad - hugs to you and Mic. It's just not right to lose a child in circumstances like that - or in any circumstances, come to that.

[flump1]

Jeza, hugs to you and Mic, xx

[society]

(((Big hug))) Jeza

[Bbbananas]

Crickey Jeza, that is awful. There can really be nothing worse than losing a child. You are allowed to wallow. Remember the love, laughter and smiles x

[Jeza]

Society. Mic often asks if you are still posting.

Thanks to every one who have posted condolences.

[DTCwordfan]

I add mine too, Jeza - not easy to come up with a joke or something like that. I thought about contributing a verse or two but then remembered the beloved Spike Milligan.

"I thought I'd begin by reading a poem by Shakespeare, but then I thought, why should I? He never reads any of mine."

Enjoy your glass and your good memories.

[shaneystar2]

That's so sad for you .Losing a child is awful .My husbands brother died very young aged 26 ,he would be have been 70 this year .I don't think my dear old MiL ever got over it really .You don't expect your children to go before you .
Have a good wallow and think of the happy times ,tomorrow is another day xxx

[lady-janine]

hugs for both of you.((((((((((((())))))))))))))))

[Maydup]

Thinking of you both Jeza; have a good wallow if you need to. If I've missed you now this evening, sleep tight and have a better day tomorrow. ((( Love and hugs for now)))

[Sparkles62]

Jeza, you say that you toasted him wherever he is, if you read your post just above you, have answered this yourself,you know where he is, he will always be in your heart. X
People that we love and lose never go away, they stay in our hearts and our memories,
happy times, sad times, funny times, they are all yours forever, enjoy them, and be happy when you think about him.
Love Sparkles. X X

[Ann]

Hi Jeza, think of something your son said when he was little, which made you laugh. Then go to sleep with happy memories on your mind. God bless x

[nungate]

Jeza I could not find the words to express how sorry I am so I chose this song it was written by someone who also lost someone so very dear to them.
N x

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k-kvYYPYWFg

[Gran67]

Thats such a waste of life Jeaz. I hope the person responsible for your son death was punished appropelity.

[Dee Sa]

poor you jeza you have my heartfelt sympathy, think of the good times.
Dee

[Brenden]

Big hugs and kisses Jeza♥

[rowanwitch]

And today... it has passed... another day is there for you... make today a good memories day... and hold tight to those.